Forgiveness Without Sorrow

We Christians talk about forgiveness all the damned time but what is that really?
Okay, so Jesus forgives us for everything, Man I am thankful for that… but like, can I even be forgiven for something if I don’t have any sorrow for having done it, or any guilt? Is there forgiveness without repentance?
I don’t fucking know, honestly, but it doesnt feel right to expect forgiveness without at least feeling bad about having done the thing. Feels like a selfish stance, and 1,000 pastors could exegete at me for 1,000 years and not convince me that Jesus is okay with selfish, petty bullshit.
Amirite? We’ll fucking see I guess.